
We had a traumatic night last night. After much thought and a discussion with my friend Denyelle, I knew I had to do something drastic about Colin’s habit of waking up two to three times per night. So, at 12:30 when he woke up, I went in, rubbed his head and belly, but didn’t pick him up. In the words of the baby whisperer, it's important to let a baby know he or she is loved and isn't being abandoned, but they need to learn to self soothe. Colin continued to fuss, and I went in a few times for comfort, but then finally went back to bed. I lay there wanting to run in and scoop him up, but I stayed strong. After an hour, his fusses finally quieted. (The longest hour of my life!) Then at 4:30am, his cries resumed and we repeated the whole process over again. It was so hard to let him cry, but I knew he had to capability of sleeping through the night since he has done it often on occasion... SO, it was a matter of breaking a bad habit we recently had formed of getting up and down all night. Around 5:15am, his crying came to a stop. He slept soundly until 7:45am (although I had gone in around 7am because I couldn't take it any longer and needed to check on my sweet pea...he was sleeping like a baby!) As he awoke, I went in, more like ran in and brought him in with us. I opened the drapes so he knew it was morning and he nursed and nursed. We played in bed for a while and he was all smiles as always... But man, it was so hard on all 3 of us. I pray tonight is easier!!
I think about what a year it has been... our little Colie bear being of course, the most important thing to ever happen to us... We are so thankful for our healthy little boy and the fact that he brings such joy and love to our hearts. This morning, he slept until 4:30am - this is actually good for him as of late. Poor little guy is definitely hurting as he constantly is grabbing at his mouth and attempting to chew on any toy, finger, or shoulder he can reach. His two little nubs of teeth have come through and we hope the worst is behind him, and us! 

