Four years ago today, I was eagerly (and actively) awaiting your arrival. It's amazing to think back to this time... a time where I was so beyond words happy to know I would be a mother soon. And then you arrived. Your tiny little body surprised me, but what surprised me most was the instantaneous love I felt for you, and the overwhelming feeling of protective mama bear. In an instant I was changed - all for the better.
And today, I still find myself constantly surprised regularly! Your daddy and I comment all the time on how you are SUCH a social butterfly - far beyond how each of us were at your age (or ever!!). Whenever we are out and about, you so effortlessly and comfortably strike up conversations with complete strangers, explaining in full depth about what it is you are doing, where we are going, or what the latest food is that you might eat. You talk non-stop and are very articulate and clear in your communication. I love this! But it also exhausts me because honestly, you never come up for air! :) You are so very verbal, it is astounding. Just last night, I overheard you telling papa, "Daddy, I am having a rough day". He replied, "Oh buddy, why are you having a rough day?", and you went on to tell him that 1.Logan ate your food and #2, you have just been very sad. It was adorable and amazing at the same time. You are so in tune with yourself!
We are gearing up for your birthday party this weekend, and it is just SO fun to watch you delight in your birthday. You have been literally counting the days, and reminding us each day that your friends Tyler and Siena will be at your party. Of course, you have also been reminding me that you will have cake pops at your party. I had mentioned this at Christmas time and had completely forgotten about this idea until a few days ago when you happily announced it was only 5 days until your party and that there will be cake pops! GULP! Your memory is unbelievable!! So, last night daddy and I with the help of a friend stayed up late decorating Lion Cake pops to accompany your Jungle themed party. This will be the first year without a vegan/non sugar cake. I suppose I can allow this little treat once a year! :)
Colin, it feels like just yesterday you were such a tiny little sweet pea (see photo from a couple posts back), and now you are an amazing big 4 year old! I love who you are and who you are becoming. You always see the good in everyone and every thing, and remind me that it's Ok - whatever may be going on. Thank you for choosing me as your mama, and for helping us all see the beauty in life every single day!
Love, Mama
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